Saturday, October 14, 2017

musings , choosings, losings

I take the bus alot. Most days. I don't drive, I don't know how. I probably should learn. But, you know, does the world need another car on the road? Its just not one of my life priorities. Call me a hippy, it dosen't bother me. Well, maybe it does. Public transport is viewed disdainfully by the wealthy. It is like public health, or communism or something. The peasants use it. You have to sit alongside them. Most vulgar. Repulsive even.
Mentally ill people ride on them. Crazies. People who are 'out of it'. Large people, small people. Black people, white people. High viz people.
The micro-social exchanges on-board buses are fascinating. Especially the dance that fare evaders perform, a sort of shrinking, mock-guilt inspired shuffle. Touch on just long enough to give the impression of touching on.Some are blatant. Others know its wrong, but do it anyway. Intimidating street people do it, young people seem to do it the most - Do the bus drivers even care? Should they care? I mean, it's not their job to police the customers is it? Some drivers speak openly against fare evasion. Some let it get under their collar, it must do their head in because, well, hundreds of people actually do it. Its easier to do on train - they are less personal affairs - but buses are different - theres an exchange between bus driver and individual customer as you board. Its like a contract. Myki is a private company. In the past there have been highly psychological anti-fare evasion pushes. It will be 'rubbed out'. A fare-evader is an error, an anomaly, a sort of knowing thief, a petrol siphoner, a petty criminal , an arrogant know-it-all, a type of spoilt brat, a type of mocker of the system.
Who hasnt done it. Once or twice.
To think - and this is what I've said before. Its okay for corporate ceos to plunder whole economies , its okay for corrupt politicians to engorge themselves on the offerings of lobbyists, its okay for rediculously high interest rates to be charged on debt, its okay for whole generations to be laden with the results of the baby boomers insatiable need to spew carbon dioxide into the atmosphere, its okay for religious groups to grow fat on the proceeds of predatory tithing and enjoy their tax free status, it's okay for judges and cardinals to continue to enjoy luxury as they abuse - but if you don't touch on:

2 new crude online things

Crude Australian Volume 3 

Crude - My bones Came up Crystal

Saturday, September 30, 2017

real estate agents, pimps, and diplomats

A tangerine dream sequence, a property developers vertical point-of-view.
Up we go, and onto the street with these cretinous carbon blobs.
Suckled, a prison, pulp as protein, giving and forming cancers for fun.
Let the New Zealanders form support networks for each other.
Let us look after each other. For the Australian government treats us not unlike the Israeli government treats the Palestinians.
Envious of the new zeaanders are the Australians. For, we have the edge, the edge they have not.
All other communities are looked after. No job? No problem - go to centrelink. But kiwis, they are but scum of this earth. We don't want these brown marijuana people here, do we, oh Aryan brother,
Let the new zealanders be ground into powder , let them die enmasse, let the New Zealander in Australia fail, and fail publically.

Saturday, September 23, 2017

my stock portfolio

I have no money but hey, here are the evil companies i would invest my millions in.
Yep. Yep i surely would.  Yep.

Biogen Inc. Ex-Distribut...BIIBV259.610.00 (0.00%)Superconductor Tech...SCON1.10+0.02 (1.85%)11.80M1.111.111.08Air Liquide SA (ADR)AIQUY26.23*+0.17 (0.65%)50.59B1.39M26.2526.3326.22Inmarsat PlcISAT628.11+4.61 (0.74%)2.86B869,733.00622.5631622.5Acacia Research CorpACTG4.95-0.10 (-1.98%)250.46M55.34.8Bruker CorporationBRKR29.36-0.06 (-0.20%)4.65B29.4829.5429.21PolyOne CorporationPOL39.06+0.05 (0.13%)3.20B38.9339.2538.72Lockheed Martin...LMT308.54+0.53 (0.17%)89.01B308.65311.36308.26Global X FundsAND9.83+0.03 (0.31%)9.799.859.79NVIDIA CorporationNVDA179.00-1.76 (-0.97%)107.40B180.3182.31178.6Baidu Inc (ADR)BIDU240.57+1.65 (0.69%)83.42B237.82242.7237.19Visteon CorpVC125.46+1.90 (1.54%)3.97B123.74125.48123.5Intel CorporationINTC37.18-0.02 (-0.05%)174.71B36.9537.2236.95Intl. Business Machines...IBM145.13-0.13 (-0.09%)135.13B145.59145.59144.59Tesla IncTSLA351.09-15.39 (-4.20%)58.59B366.49369.8999350.88Harris CorporationHRS131.80+0.74 (0.56%)15.79B131.41131.89131.06Raytheon CompanyRTN184.69-0.35 (-0.19%)53.50B186.07186.41184.23Royal Bank of Scotland...RBS7.16+0.02 (0.28%)42.25B7.167.187.13The Coca-Cola CoKO45.49+0.09 (0.20%)194.41B45.4545.6345.37Analog Devices, Inc.ADI84.92+0.68 (0.81%)31.22B83.8185.2483.7501Asia Pacific Wire &...APWC2.95+0.10 (3.51%)40.77M2.92.952.9Bison Capital Acquisitio...BCAC9.850.00 (0.00%)78.59MAviat Networks IncAVNW16.68-0.11 (-0.66%)88.70M16.8516.9116.2Global X Copper Miners...COPX24.87-0.16 (-0.64%)24.824.9724.41Tronox LtdTROX21.95-0.39 (-1.75%)1.52B22.0422.52521.79Applied DNA Sciences IncAPDN2.50+0.09 (3.73%)68.44M2.492.52.4143Air Products & Chemicals...APD150.26-0.79 (-0.52%)32.58B151151.22150.16AK Steel Holding...AKS5.22-0.32 (-5.78%)1.55B5.415.425.2NASDAQ Telecommunication...IXTC308.66+3.85 (1.26%)0.00304.9767309.3845304.7354Ellex Medical Lasers...ELX0.960*0.000 (0.00%)116.30M289,893.000.960.960.94CSI China Mainland Real...0009487,279.73*-38.85 (-0.53%)949.55M7317.37557364.95757256.503Stealth Ventures IncSLV.H0.00000*0.00ProShares UltraShort...ZSL31.55+0.01 (0.02%)31.6531.6531.5Fujian Nanping Sun...00230010.63-0.15 (-1.39%)5.77B9.67M10.7310.7410.54Abbott LaboratoriesABT52.51+1.08 (2.10%)93.15B51.5152.5851.5China Metal Intl...03192.99*0.00 (0.00%)2.98B670,000.002.9932.99BASF SEBAS88.65+0.14 (0.16%)81.35B6,984.0088.288.94988.115Vertex Pharmaceuticals...VRTX151.26-0.80 (-0.53%)38.14B151.54152.07148.5801Energy Resources of...ERA0.570*-0.005 (-0.87%)295.10M9,933.000.5750.5750.56ParkerVision, Inc.PRKR1.65-0.02 (-1.20%)29.34M1.671.671.62Oclaro IncOCLR8.82+0.07 (0.86%)1.49B8.78.98.67Comtech Telecomm. Corp.CMTL20.59-0.31 (-1.48%)485.31M20.320.8219.91China Telecom Corp...CHA49.90-0.04 (-0.08%)40.29B49.9249.9949.56Bank of N.T. Butterfield...NTB36.57+0.45 (1.25%)2.02B36.1436.6236.01

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Friday, September 22, 2017

am I even aware of my own beliefs?

Last nights dream presented this ego as one asking for trouble on a biblical scale. My death would have been protracted. The mob woud have beaten me to a pulp. The daggers would have entered my heart, the neck and throat would have been cut. In this dream I was walking through a middle eastern city street, family men and children were dining, and 'I', this confused cloud of ether zip up behind a child and deliberately, with total abandon utter this sort of 'inverted' attestation of faith in god. The child quivers in utter fear as each word is delivered. I attested to faithlessness , or rather, worship of satan. My god. Is this the actual content of my heart? Then a merchant, a chap I know , says 'kufr'. I translate it as 'disbelief'. It's Ali who i used to work with. However, he seems to have been fundamentalized in this dream setting.
'I', in the waking state, would not dare to rock the boat that is sharia. I would not dare frighten young children. If i was in an Islamic territory I would play by the rules I guess. Or would I? Yes, yes I would. Would you? Could you?
I am quite, quite disturbed by this dream.

Am I conscious? Is consciousness real? What do the radicals want? And if they acheive it, what then? Who are the true bad guys? Is there really, really belief amongst the top clerics? And what of the theists who work in the sciences? Or are they all corrupt hypocrits? What is territory? Is the internet a domain that god controls? Am I atheist at heart? Am I theist? What is religion exactly and why, why, with scienctific truths and evidences pointing to evolutionary natural selection as the true, tested and verified reason for human kinds existence and intelligence and position in the world, why do religionists propagate? The muftis just laugh when publicly confonted by pink-faced workin class scum like me. How utterly smug they must feel knowing that heaven is waiting for them and their family, and clearly, hells' staff is preparing a roasting pit for 'me', all buddhists, all hindus, all christians, all jews, all atheists, all zoroastrians, all pagans, all communists, all hedonists, all secular children, every body on earth basically.

Is religion a control mechanism or is it alien intervention. What better way of fabricating life with meaning and order? what better way to keep the populace from runnig amok?

Will capitalism be defeated by sharia law? They must eradicate capitalism first. Do they truly want to
acheive that? What are the odds? What are the chances? Is a workers revolution to occur? Is organization possible in this dismembered and atomized world? who pays the rent on the club houses? what if the rent is late? why can't I get the dole? How come every other person can?

Thursday, September 14, 2017

lifer upcoming cruder

an upcomnig crude album. to be recorded during my day off work. will include hindu mantra work, spoken word, fluffery, puffery.

want to hear what crude australian volume 2 and 1 is like?

Saturday, August 26, 2017